12 MEI 2012

Bismillahirahmanirrahim...
assalamualaikum w.b.t

ermmmmm...smakin hari...semakin trasa diri neyhh cm desperate mencari cinta m0hd haffis ismail......ermmm...s0 fr0m n0w @11 pm 12 may 2012.....saya bertekad....xnk cari m0hd haffis ismail dh....xnk jadi perempuan murah yang mencari dia...xnk jd perempuan yang terhegeh2 mencari perhatian dia....ck0p larr sminggu after dia lepaskan aq...aq jd s0me0ne yg desperate nk kt dia.....

fr0m n0w 0n....i sh0uld f0rget ab0ut him.....even he already f0rget ab0ut me....why sh0uld i remember ab0ut him....a week i'm being s0meone yg f0ol...stupid...waiting f0r him....bahayakan diri sebab dia....ck0p larrrr....skrg...nk kna tekad hati....tetapkan pendirian...jgn cari m0hd haffis lg...he n0thing f0r me.....!!!

i hate him....!!!!!!!

6 MAY 2012

Huhuhuhu.....

assalamualaikum wbt....
bismillahirahmanirrahim......

6 mei 2012...tarikh neyhh......agak gila sket.....sbb kn terlampau sedih...smpai xlh nk pk papa....n the w0rst is....sy kuar ngan laki yg baru sy knal....ermmmm...agak membahayakan diri sndri...nsb baek laki tu xda wat papa....ahahaha......

0k...he juz bwa sy g mkn....sbb sy mnta dia bawa sy g mkn kfc....n then...sy suh dia bawa sy pusing2 shah alam.....after dat....krg sket sdih.... :) chill....huhuhuhu.....tp msa nk td0....still think 0f him.... :(

0k...laki yg sy baru nal neyhh...nma dia zakwan....d0k kt bangi...dlu die kje sbgai p0smen...skrg dh tuka careeer n kje kt tnb.... :) s0 far....0k larrr....tp xtaw larrr....x brabnk nk wat penilaian lg......0rg die gile2 sket.....rupa......x hnsem...n x h0doh...b0leh laaaa......ahahahaha.....

yg pntg...dia ada keta nk bawa sy jalan2 n psing2 release tensi0n...huhuhu....

0k..tu jewww......

nk stdy n td0...(stdy larr sgt)

assalamualaikum.....g0od nyte... :)

assalamualaikum...bismillahirahmanirrahim......

050512
tarikh neyhh....tarikh dlm pr0ses melupakan si dia....j0in aktiviti yg dpt lupakan dia wat smntra waktu....

ok.....sy dh semakin krus......ermmmmmm...xtaw knp..... :( cdeyhh sgt2....tp xpe larrrr.....sbb...smua bju sy lh pkai....hehehehehe....yg pntg....bkn aner0ksia...bt0i ke ejaan neyhh ekkk....???lantak larr...yg pntg...lh sebut....huhuhuhu

neyhhh larrr aktiviti yg sy j0in....best sgt2.....enj0y...dpt jmpa ngan akak2 n abg2 bacas yg superb.....dpt jmpa kuda yg baek n lembut...walaupun kuda tu lelaki...hehe...nme kude tu drag0n...sweet sgt.....rambut dia....sgt2 pnjg......ttup mata dia....ahahahaha.....c0mel......slaen dpt jumpa kuda....dpt jmpa ngan landak....n  lh tg0k dkat2 landak tu....tp x berpeluang nk bg mkn....sbb nmpak scary.....hehehehe.....tp msa aktiviti neyhh....sy dpt ilmu baru....rupe nyerrr...landak....kal0 waktu siang....die jd bute....x nmpak pape....hehehe...best kn...??lh tipu2 die mse nk bg mkn....hehehe....tp disebabkan nmpak duri die yg mna0wtkn kt bdan die.....hajat n niat nk knekan landak......x tercapai...hehehe....

n.....neyhh larrr tmpat aktiviti tuee...0k....1st time kuar shah alam.....teruja sket....ahahaha......best tmpat neyhh...nnt kal0 ada pluang....nk ms0k lg skali....nk g taman k0ko.....rumah 4 musim.....k0lam renang.....taman padi....ermmmm...pe g ekk...???byak sgt tmpat x pergi masa neyhh...sbb ade tugas laen yg perlu dilaksanakan.... :)  h0pe next time lh g........

060512

ermmmm.....bang0n pg2....dh ngalir air mata...nmpa sgt aq x kuat lg.... :( smlm p0n....sbl0m td0....air mata mngalir masa td0.....ermmmmm....bng0n...mata sembap sgt2.....

s0...aq nk wat azam baru...h0pe azam kali neyhh tercapai larrrr.....

"after diz....xnk kapel2 dh...sbb xnk sakit wat kali kedua.....and kal0 dia masih sayang kt aq....jmpa mak bapa aq...mnta izin....n biar larr hubungan kta0rg halal....."

h0pe dpt tunaikan azam neyhh.......n harap sgt...msa jalan dgn cepat....sbb...dh x sggup nk nanges dlm td0...penat sgt2...... :'(

04 mei 2012

04 MEI 2012

genap setahun 7 bulan n 24 hari hubungan aq dgn dia....ermmmm....n tarikh neyhh jg larrr...dia lepaskan aq....finally...he made a c0nfessi0n...he can't stand with me anym0re.... :( die ckp...die nk hidup s0rg2...die dh x perlukan aq....s0...aq dgn rela...terpaksa terima permintaan dia.....

n0w...i juz need his permissi0n...t0 wear his shirt....and t0 hug his teddy bear....

after diz...n0 m0re luvly text fr0m him...n0 m0re gudnyte wishes f0rm him...n0 m0re i l0ve y0u w0rd fr0m him....

:'(

new experience

hurmmmm....bismillahirahmanirrahim....assalamualaikum wbt....slamat mlm....hehehehe...sbb dh mid nyte...huhuhu

ermmmmm...spat0tny....nk st0ry sal hygience n kekemasan...tp nnt2 je larrr...n0w...nk st0ry sal pngalaman baru kt uitm...hehehe....bad experience actually....sbb....0k....nk start cmna ekk.....ermmmmm.....

ari neyhh...tarikh 3 mei 2012.....dh dpt pngalaman nk ptam after klazz....actually...msa dlm klazz g rsa nk ptam.....ermmmm...ab0ut 20 mnutes bf0re the clazz end..sesungguhnyaaa...rsa nk ptam sgt larr x best....gp0n lama dh x pernah rsa nk ptam..dlu msa zaman sk0la slalu gak larr nk ptam..hehehe.....

ermmmmm...bayangkan....anda duduk kt depan skali dlm klazz...pastu...tgah2 lecturer d0k bg lecture...anda d0k nmpak bintang d0k kelip.....hurmmmm....pe bnde ekk tue...???hehehe...pastu....msa berdiri jewww....smua nmpak cm gelap2..samar2...hurmmmm....0k...xtually...hampir pita....huhhhhh.....

tuee laa...padan muka kt aq....malas sgt nk mkn....mknan bli siap dh....siap bli big apple d0nut ngan s0to....tp....after bli mkn...g td0....ahahaha...pastu...bg0n...x mkn....tp ngada2 ciap awal...nk p klazzz...smngat terlebih....smpai klazz...bkn f0kus sgt p0n....jam pkul 9.30 mlm....dh d0k nmpak bntang2...ahahahaha.....k larrrr....dh x larat dh neyhhh.....ermmmm.....nk kna rest..stg tak0wt es0k d0k nmpak bintang2 lagi...hehe....lusa nk g bukit cerakah...excited sgt2....huhuhuhu...tata....nyte smua....

asslamualaikum wbt... :)