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29 april 2012

assalamualaikum wbt...bismillahirrahmanirrahim....

rinie date aq blik uitm....b0rink sgt2...tensi0n....sedih...smua ada....tp xtaw sbb ape...ermmmmm.....spat0tnya...rinie aq ada date ngan kak syima...tp cancel last minit..sbb die ade hal....ngatkn dpt mkn mlm utk mlm neyhh.....tp x dpt...s0...c0nclusi0n...mlm neyhh....x mkn....0k..end 0f st0ry...mkin byak bju yg akan dikecikkan...huhuhuhu...

dh laaa d0k s0wg2 kt blik...tbe2 mai mud nk nanges...beng0ng pny mud....dh laa ada bf cm xda....better xda dr ada....ada p0n...bkn nk bg sdap ati...tmbah bg sakit ati ada laaa...benci....!!!

bf skrg dh byak berubah....wat ign0re x ign0re jeww...dh laa sjak ms0k p0li...aq dh mmg jarang k0ntek ngan dia....kta plak yg kna cri dia....dlu...beriya2 cri kta....kuat marah plak tu....arghhh....x suka laaa cmneyhhh...

tmbah plak kazen yg cm beng0ng...bangang kaw2...prasan 0wg suka kt dia....eyyyy....tg0k muka p0n aq x lalu 0k....sapa yg tergedik2 ngan aq....aq ka kau...??/agak2 larrr.....muka cm kau...bersepah kt ch0w kit...aq pandang p0n tak 0k....b0leh blahh arrrr...kal0 muka kau tu hensem...kja engineer 0r gaji up 3000...lh laaa trima...neyhhh...muka ntah papa....hnsem g bf aq...kja p0n tak...blaja amek nursing...eyyyy....ntah2 pesakit p0n xmaw kau serve d0rg...

dh laaa....xtaw nk mengar0t pa g..m0ral 0f the st0ry......rinie hari yg mmg x hepi.....

my dipl0ma c0nvocati0n days.....

assalamualaikum......

hehehehe....konvo dh hbes sbulan lepas....tp rinie bru nk update kn...???

26 March 2012 (raptai konvokesyen @ politeknik tuanku syed sirajuddin)

hehehehe...neyhh laaa 1st pers0n yg sy jmpe after staun x jmpe ngan membe2 dr p0li.... :) jmpa pg2 msa nk p rptai....sbb kna p ambek dia dlu....hehehe...xcited taw nk jmpe die....die siap bwa buah tgn g bg kt i...huhuhu...thannxxx dear...sweet....i dh ltak kt meja stdy i kt k0lej...s0...everytime i stdy...bka lpt0p...mst i nmpak present dr u...s0...aut0matically....i ngat kt u.....

neyhh bru rptai....dh ambek gmbaq....p0sing merata...almaklum laaa...staun x jmpa....s0...h0bi yang agak terkubur...bang0n blik...hehehe....kal0 dh nama kaki kamera...nmpak kamera....mmg x sah kal0 x p0sing..... :)  0k3...kte tuka chapter laen plak....xtaw nk tulih pa...ahahahaha....

neyhh plak...msa kta0rg k0nvo..... 27 March 2012.... 1st gr0up....kra kta0rg neyhh antra best stdnt walaup0n x best sgt laarrrr.....tp yg best n special....skr0l kta0rg...raja perlis bg....huhuhu...s0...excited sket larrrr.....neyhh antra best frenz aq kt p0li....d0k merapu sama2.... :) yg blah kanan tu...

x hbes lg....still 0n my c0nvocati0n day....neyhh laaa mmbe yg slalu mkn sama2....mnum sama2...sarapan sama2 walaupun juz mkn biskut kering n air mil0....mkn midnite sama2...td0 sama2...mlas blaja sama2...tg0k muvi sama2....hehehe...mcm2 g larrrr.....tp alhamdulillah....malas2 kta0rg p0n...kta0rg still lh pegang anugerah n pngat ketua jabatan.....p0inter keseluruhan kta0rg p0n sama...ahahaha...mmg x sgka lgsg....hehehe....tp kta0rg x tiru ekk masa final exam...tp msa jwab kuiz...ada la sket2 bncang snyap2...hehehehe.....kuiz jewww...test n final....jwapan smua sndri k.... ;) tbe2 smlm rindu sgt ngan die neyhh....terngat msa waktu stdy n wat revisi0n utk exam muet....sbbkn kta0rg x ambek klaz muet...berlagak pndai...kta0rg kna laa blaja sndri...hehehe...blaja takat 10 mnit...pastu...buka lapt0p...tg0k muvi sama2....buka biskut...bancuh mil0...ahaha...buku letak tepi...TERBAEK KN...???? tp muet.....p0n dpt result sama....ahahahaha....mmg kawan sejati larrrrrr...smua sama2....fail sama2....berjaya p0n sama2...hehehe...ngat snang nk jmpa partner cm kta0rg neyhhh....??ssah taw......hehehe....(ye ye je ckp ssah....) pape p0n....skrg...die dh kje...n sy stil blaja....tp kta0rg x l0st k0ntek g stakat neyhhh..... :)) k larrrr....nk st0p...nk kna buka buku akaun....hurmmmmm......malas nk blik uitm xtually.....tp excited nk blik...sbb ari ahad bersamaan 30 April 2012....i nk g dating ngan kak ipar i...hehehehe...excited sbb tu jewww....tp nk g klazzz.....x xcited lgsg....ahahaha...pape p0n....d0akan yang terbaek....n sm0ga dpt kekalkan kejayaan cm wat dipl0ma dlu...even byak rintangan utk c0ntinue dgree neyhh.....

k larrrr...bubye.....assalamualaikum..... :)

utm interview !

assalamualaikum...
bismillahirrahmanirrahim.....

26 april 2012......cm hari x best....ermmm....bad day k0wt f0r me....???huhhhh.....siyesly...ari neyhh dpt pengalaman interview yang paling x best...!!1st...sebab kna ms0k by gr0up utk intvw...means...xda privacy.....2nd...panel...x bg pluang nk crita pngalaman...plus...aq xda pngalaman kerja sbgai s/u.....3rd...panel ckp....dia xkn f0kus kt aq...while the sessi0n tgah jalan...means....faham2 larrr....4th..0rang yang dtg intvw smua mmg qualified utk p0siti0n tuee....n d0rg smua ada experience....better than me...5th...yup...it was a h0ribble intvw..when i can't speak in english fluently even i am speaking in english t0o much lately....i have attend an intvw t0o much that need us t0 speak in english....

tp xpe....x harap p0n sal kje tue....tp terkilan laa dgn panel tuee...ermmmm...make me dem0tivated...yess....!!u are succeed....!!c0gratzzz....!!wat eva....i have t0 f0cus 0n my dgree....after three years...i still can apply f0r this j0b....but mybe...can demand gaji tinggi....sebab..???my educati0n qualificati0n....tp juz being s/u kt swasta larrr....hehehe...utk g0vernment...mybe nk mnta utk pegawai gred n40 keatas...0r lecturer kt p0li....ganti lecturer yg aq syang....n nk ajar subjek utk dipl0ma in secretarial science.... :)

n0w...tuka plan....after graduates as dgree h0lder....byak kje aq lh apply....n...mybe...rezki aq bkn skrg....mybe 3 0r 4 tahun akan dtg...s0...juz mampu d0a...usaha utk cemerlang degree neyhh...dpt anugerah utk setiap semester...maintainan result....aktif kelab, persatuan n aktiviti.... :)

sem 6 masa wat dgree.....kna plan nk cri kja dh...pengalaman dipl0ma mengajar segala-galanya....zaman skrg neyhh....bkn kja cri kita....tp kita yg kna cri kja...+ kejar kerja tuee...huhuhuhu....dh4....xmaw pkiaq sal kja....skrg n pkiaq sal asgmnt...kuiz....test....final exam...anugerah dekan....hehehe...insyaallah....

0k...it's time f0r me kmas brg....asgmnt....!!tata....assalamualaikum.... :)

alhamdulillah.... :)

assalamualaikum...bismillahirahmanirahim... :))

alhamdulillah....ari neyhh.....16 april 2012....dpt berita gembira...aq dpt taw...aq dpt p temuduga kt utm...sbagai setiausaha.....ermmm...mmg nk p sgt2...tmbah2...dpt time cti mid break....nseb baek abah aq p s0kong....x halang aq nk p... :)) hepi sangat....

syukur x terkata.....gembira...akhirnya...Allah bg murahkan rezki aq....insyaallah...kal0 dpt tawaran neyhh.....aq nk trima kja tuee....sbb x snang kn nk dpt kja la neyhhh.....ermmmm.....xtaw dh nk ckp apa....yg pntg...mud hepi....tmbah2...sbanarnyaaa....aq x redi p0n nk blaja....

Ya Allah....Kau permudahkanlah urusanku pada hari temuduga itu nanti....Kau murahkan lah rezki ku....Kau bantulah aq buat keputusan yang tepat....sesungguhNya Kau Maha Mengetahui apa yang terbuku dalam hatiku ini.....amin ya rabbal amin.....

kepada sesape yang taw sal neyhh....mohon anda d0akan kejayaan saya dlm temuduga tu nnt.....

kal0 Allah murahkan rezki untuk aq menjawat jawatan dalam bidang pekerjaan ni....InsyaAllah...pengajianku ini...akan aq tangguhkan terlebih dahulu...walaupun pengajian peringkat ijazah neyhh cita2 aq jga...tp bekerja sebagai setiausaha pon salah satu cita2 aq.....

pape p0n...sm0ga aq dpt buat keputusan yang terbaek....sm0ga diberi pilihan dan jawapan yang tepat dan mudah...sem0ga tiada penyesalan di kemudian hari...amin.... :))

uitm :) :(

assalamualaikum......bissmillahirahmanirahim..... :))

lamanya x update blg neyhhhh kn.....n sdaq x sdaq dh sbulan lebih a kt uitm neyhhh...s0 far.....ermmmm.....uitm neyhh....lh laaaa.....s0metime....bez...s0metime....cm hell sket....ahahahaha

ermmmmm....dh sbulan dh aq ms0k klazz n blaja....but...sadly t0 said...i juz can grab 50percent input 0nly...ermmm...mybe aq x redi lg k0wt nk stdy....cm ssah jaa 0tak aq nk trima....tp xpe....de byak msa lg.....i kn0w...i can d0 it...!!!huhuhuhu

my bad mem0ri kt uitm neyhhh....1st time ambek test...hurmmmm...cmna nk ckp ekk....???ermmm....mmg cm hell laaa ambek test,,,,sbb aq wat kesilapan besar....sbbnyaaaaaaa.....tgan aq p gatai2 p pdam jawapan yg bt0i...n p tukaq jawpan yg salah.....BRILLIANT right..???ermmmm....pas jwab tu....aq tg0k laaa jwapan..sriusly......nk nanges jaaa...sbb wat silap...n bnda tu...aq x pernah amalkan spnjang aq ambek exam,test 0r quiz......f0r me....1st answer....is the best answer...!!1tp npe ntah...ari tu...cm da msalah jaaa...cm ting t0ng....tmbh2 migrain....lg laa ting t0ng....!!hurrmmmm...pengajaran utk aq.....jgn pndai ubah pndrian laen kali.....hehehe

2nd mem0ri...ambek kuiz....huhuhu...kali neyhh xda tuka2 jawapan...even taw jawpan salah pas jwab kuiz tu....tp stil xda rasa apa2...rasa puas ati jaaa...hehehehe

ermmmm...yg tue kes kt fakulti....skrg kte change st0ry kt k0lej plak......

skrg neyhh aq dh ik0wt byak gak laa aktiviti.....0ne 0f them...aq nk try m0untain bike...ahahahaha....tp sayang...aq x dpt j0in latihan utk m0untain bike...n xtaw lg aq terpilih ka tak utk m0untain bike tue....hurmmmm......sbb x dpt j0in latihan....kna tman membe blajaq naek basikal...n agak kritikal 0k...!!she can't balance lgsg....!!ntah pa ntah msalah diaaa...aq p0n x fham....tak0wt sgt nk jatuh....smpai bila nk pndai kal0 tk0wt jatuh...smua 0wg dlm dnia neyhh...kal0 nk blaja naek basikal...akan jatuh dlu 0k....!! hurmmm...dh laa b0san teman dia blajaq naek basikal....haaa laaa...xlh nk p mna2....

pastu....smua n0 0wg kt pusat sukan tu dia ambek....ntah papa...cm laa x lh nk blajaq sndri kn...???dh ambek....pastu....wat skandal plak ngan 0wg pusat sukan...ermmm...ntah laaaaaaaa....xtaw nk ckp....jgn dia bwa aq terjerumus ngan prangai playgurl dia dh laaaa....smpai jmpa laki....laki tgur...layan...laki mnta n0...bg...senang glerr die bg n0 diee....ermmmm...kal0 family aq....mmg aq dh kna marah dh...mmg kna s0und direct dh...nmpak sgt kita neyhh murah....ermmm wat eva laaa....dh mmg dia cm tu dr dlu....xpe....shes happy with her life.... :)

ermmmmm....nk ckp pe g ek....???haaaa...rinie....14 april 2012...aq ik0wt aktiviti k0lej g....ik0wt ativiti takluk mahk0ta.....xde laa best sgt,...besa2 jaaa....tp pngalaman baru aq dpt...penglaman diaaaaaa...aq kna mkn buah peria mentah2 n asam keping....eyyyyyyy.....nk mntah k0wt...n smpai skrg...pw0t aq...cm ada x kena......s0mething wr0ng s0mewhere.....ahaha...tu laaa...dlu suh 0wg mkn bkn2...suh mkn juz peria laaa...apa laaa...skrg...sndri kna mkn...ahahaha...dh laa xmaw ngat...x best....mulut d0k rasa asam keping tu..peria leh tahan g...asam keping.....??xlh tahan 0k!

hehehe...dh pnjg sgt dh neyhhh.....nnt plak...tggu da st0ry...da mud nk menaip....kta smbg k....hehehehe...tata titi tutu....ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT... :)

jim wau dal wau ha....!!

bismillahhirahmanirrahim......huhuhuhu....assalamualaikum....

lama dh x update bl0g yg ntah pape neyhh kn...???byak merepek dr yang berfaedah.....!!!

ermmmm.....nk st0ry yg latest jewww....rinie.......my rumate...tg0k tapak tgan..n wat laaa sdikit penilikan.....dia ckp.....my future hubby will be the same lavel with me...in all aspect...j0b,characteristic....ahahaha....xyah nk speaking laa sgt....sama level....maksudnya....sama taraf pndidikan...kerja....sifat....n smua laaa....dr pelbagai sudut....

pastu....tibe2 terpkir...pa yang sama sal aq ngan dia.....???ermmmm....make me w0ndering actually....dia kah j0doh aq...ke 0rg laen.....kal0 0rg laen...sggup ke aq nk lepaskn n lupakan dia....ermmmmm....susah kn...???tu laaaa....dulu dh wat perjanjian utk diri sndri...xkn kapel smpai bila2....smpai laaa...jmpa cal0n suami bru kapel...haaa....!!kn dh kena diri sndri...pndai2 p langgaq jnji wat paaa.....

c0nclusi0n kt cneyhh....better...kal0 bl0m pernah kapel...keep urself f0r ur hubby....n0t f0r ur b0yfrenzz....theyy r n0t ur destiny..... :))))