:'(

ermmmm........orang slalu ckp...family akan ada dgn kita masa kta ssah...n bf ssah nk da d smping kta msa ssah....kn...???

tp bagi aq...msa aq ssah...sedih...runsing....da masalah...0rang yang slalu teman n bg hepi aq....bf aq sndri...walaupun d0k jauh....dia ttap ada kt aq...bagi smngat...bagi hepi...

kat rmah...slalu nges s0wg2...xda sapa p0n pernah tnya kenapa...tp....0rang yg slalu tanya...bf sndri....hurmmmm.....

skrg...d0k h0stel...dkat jeww....tp cm jauh....keadaan ttap sama....yg dkat x pernah tnya...sihat tak...dh mkn ke....wat ape....0k tak d0k sana....blaja cmna....ermmmmm....ntah laaa.....yang slalu tnya bnda2 neyhh...ttap 0rang yang d0k jauh...

mmg realiti dr dlu lg....yang dkat mmg x kn pernah tanya benda2 remeh neyhh....hurmmmm....sbb....aq x sama dengan 0rang laen...x sama dgn keluarga laen....walaupun ada keluarga...tp slalu rasa hidup s0rg...ditemani kawan2 n bf...

dlm hati...selalu iri hati tg0k kawan2 ngan parent d0rg...hepi..lh k0ngsi masalah sama2...tp aq....aq x pernah wat semua tue....masalah aq...aq tanggung sendiri...

sebab tue kadang2...aq slesa hidup jauh dari keluarga....n mmg dh besa hidup tanpa keluarga....parents sndri yang ajar aq hidup cmtue...n berbeza dgn adeq bradeq yg laen...hurmmmm....ntah laaaaa.....n0thing else t0 say here...everything...i will keep in my heart....walaup0n pedih...sakit...xpa...x kisah....

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hari yang lemau..!!!

hurmmm...assalamualaikum wbt....ermmm...x best lgsg rinie...pg jaa best...sbb jmpa lect best...pr0fes0r madya a.rashid...mas0k klaz dia td...klaz akaun...tp ms0k utk kali tuee jaa...after neyhh...x ms0k dh....urmmmmm.....waktu pg ja enj0y...best...have fun.... :)))

tp.................................

bila mai petang...smua jd srabut...dgn kelas bru dpt taw...p klaz tp lect xda....sakit ati 0k...!!!dh laaa klazz smpai pkul 10 mlm....ermmmm...sgt2 tensi0n...

xtaw nk kata pa dh...yg pasti...i dh lemau nk blaja kt cneyhh.....mnta2 laaa mggu dpan smngat mai blik...smngat baru....amin...

k laaa....nk td0...(padahal bru jam 9 malam...) ermmmmmmm...tata titi tutu....assalamualaikum....

sedikit ketenangan..... :(

ermmmm....asslamualaikum...dh xda mud dh... :(

sbb...dua ari..tp still x dpt nj0y d0k kt uitm neyhh...npe ekk...??hurmmmm... :(

siang td g jmpa ketua pr0gram...tnya sal transfer kdt...n then...tbe2..KP ckp...kdt x ck0p kal0 nk ms0k dlm bdang sains pentadbiran tuee...ermmm...tp masa wat rayuan...kn mnta 0sm...??s0...nk salahkan sapa...??4 sure laa i'll blame uitm if my skr0ll 4 bachel0r x app0rve...spa suh ambek...??d0rg kn spat0tny taw pa yg b0leh..x b0leh...layak 0r tak ssuatu stdnt ambek ssuatu k0s...

mcm pe jeww...ntah laaa,,,,lantak laaaaa.....nk blaja p0n ssah...de jeww halangan....tensi0n..0k..???!!!

pastu g setel utk k0nvo....neyhh lg satu hal...g HEA d0rg ckp b0rang ngan KP..g jmpa KP...KP ckp xda...suh g jmpa admin...jmpa admin...admin suh jmpa dekan...pastu kal0 jmpa dekan..???nk suh jmpa sapa plak....???naib cansel0r...???ke cansel0r je tr0s...???mcm2 karenah....tp nseb baek KP suh wat srat jeww...dia just app0rve...snang..neyhh...smpai nk jmpa dekan...ape halny...aq nk jmpa ketua jbtan dlu p0n teragak2...sabar jeww laa....

tp siyes...i still can't adapt ngan persekitaran kt cneyhh....dh laa pnas semacam....kering tekak....hurmmmm...x ske laaa...rse cm nk blik..xmaw blaja kt cneyhh...npe ntah.... :(((((....

klaz p0n bkn ada g...jadual cm pe jeww....serabut...!!! npe x wat spaya jd sistematik jeww...ssun siap2...neyhh tak...suh reg..pastu...ishhh...ntah laaaa...yg pntg...i h0pe...cpt2 laaa 2 thun stgah d0k kt cneyhh(x ms0k praktikal 1 sem)....nk bg hbes cpat2..xmaw laa d0k lama2 kt cneyhh...penat...ble ntah nk hepi..

tp yg pasti...uitm neyhh....pndang rndah kt bdak p0liteknik....sbb...d0rg xkn bg papa pngecualian kdt utk stdnt p0li..except k0kum...kal0 ipta laen...d0rg dpt jeww dr0p tamadun,usahawan, n 0thers...uitm...xkan...padahal...k0d sama....hrmmmmm...xtaw laaa...pilih kasih...ssah nk hdup kt uitm neyhh....xtaw laa npe...tp bg aq....mmg ssah.... :(((...

ntah laaa...xtaw nk kata apa....dh laa dgn jadual berterabur...klaz ada...tp jdual xda....ntah papa kn...???pastue ambek masa 2 mnggu nk setelkn jdual n klas...nk rearrange blik...pastue....mggu ketiga...dh wujud sgala bnda alah tut0rial laaa...kuiz laaa...apa laaa....eyyy....TENSI0N laaa ngan uitm...!!!!!!!!! better saya blaja kt p0li...lg best...bla p0li nk wujudkn dgree ekk....????????

ermmmmm....:(( ntah laaaa...xtaw nk kata pa dh...dh hbes dh k0wt luahan perasaan kt cneyhh...tata...adi0z...assalamualaikum.... :(

k0lej melati @ uitm shah alam.... :(

bahan rujukan pertama..... :)

bahan rujukan kedua... :)

see....what i say....ermmm...KAMSIS POLITEKNIK TUANKU SYED SIRAJUDDIN, PERLIS...da best....sbb....l0ker die bsar dr l0ker di atas...ahahahaha...nk gantung bju p0n x lh...ermmmm...t'pksa gntung luaq l0ker...semak 0k..!!! n lg....meja stdy xda lmpu stdy cm kt p0li...hurmmmm....x best...meja p0n kecik...x muat i nk baring...ahahahahahaha....katil...ermmmm...lh laaaa...tp tilam p0li lg best...lmbut...hehehehehe....

ehhh....assalamualaikum....bismillahirahmanirahim.....

hurmmmm....blik neyhh pnas...even d0k tgkat 7...n paling atas...+ mncecah langit...tp haba dlm blik kuat...npe ntah....xpa...yg pntg da tmpat tggal kn...???lh td0....dkat ngan fakulti....huhuhuhu....tp ttap rindu ngan kamsis p0li...best...wal0p0n slalu mslah air...hehehehe....p0li...i l0ve u....hahahahahahaha....

05/03/12

huhuhu...rinie mula dh status sebagai mahasiswa...ehhh...silap..mahasiswi fakulti sains pentadbiran dan pengajian p0lisi,uitm shah alam....tp xda feel lgsg....sbb pgurusan x sistematik....ermmmm....fakulti laen cm 0k jeww...bkn apa....ermmm...smua neyhh sbb jadual laaa....glerr arrhhh...ade ke d0rg g cmpuq dr sem 1 smpai sem 6 dlm satu jadual yg berterabur...n we have t0 search by 0urself 0n the n9tice b0ard...x tergeliat p0n lher d0k mecangak tg0k bnda alah tuee...

n...1 m0re thing...saya lgsung x faham jadual alah tueee....mna nk cri k0s...mna nk cri gr0up...mna nk cri klazzz....isshhhh...nma jaa fakulti sains pentadbiran n pengajian p0lisi...tp xda sistematik ab0ut certain thing...hurmmm...lgsg x faham....tp...neyhh laaa cabaran nyaa...bila pelajar p0liteknik...mas0k belajar dlm universiti...huhuhuhu...t8 it as a challenge... :)

tp xpaaa laa...ign0re jeww bnda2 tuee...mybe...1st time kn...evrything will be blur...hehehehe......

rinie dpt membe baru dah....tp membe yg pertama kenal...siyesly...s0mbong...huhhhhh...taw laaa mmg asal uitm...tp nseb baek x kelas ngan d0rg...after taklimat...knal ngan membe laen plak...0k laaa...dia tua sket...um0 23...hehehehe....lh laaa k0wt...tp dia neyhh jenis anti s0sial sket...huhuhuhu...

ermmmmmm...nk gtaw pa g ekkk....hrmmmmm....yg pntg...rinie...mmg pnat....smua kelam kabut...0k laaa...nnt smbg laen......next st0ry...t0morow will be m0re t0ugh day.... :(

mcm2 st0ry ...... part 2 :)))))

hehehehe...assalamualaikum....bismillahirahmanirrahim....

j0m2...smbg cta arituee....ahahahaha....cta sal my future sp0use...0opssss....(GALAK) hehehe....ermmmmmm...0k.....arituee st0ry last jmpa msa raya....ermmmm......pastuee...kta0rg jmpa blik plak....blan....blan bpa ekkk....ermmmm......

0k...jmpa blik blan 11...2/11/11...ermmmmmm.....(pix mlas nk r0tate....ahahahaha..abaikan...)ermmmm...masa neyhh blik kjap jaaa....blik cek gg....td0 smlm kt umah mkcik...pas dr h0spital...bru p dating...2p0n dating kt umah t0k kt al0q staq...hehehehe...bru 0wg c0p cucu mithali...ahahaha.....

ermmmm.....rsanya...time neyhh....xda m0ment best k0wt....ermmmm,,,0k...mmg xda yg best.....haaaa...!!! bru ngat....msa neyhh....kmi p wat akaun sspn sama2...hehehehe....n ada satu m0ment best....my l0vely bg bju....dia yg plih sndri....hehehehe.....tp lpa laa npe yg dia blikn bju....yg ngat bli kt al0q staq....pa nma ntah tmpt tuee....tp yg pasti bli lm bgunan tue laa...nma kedai...be girl..hehehe....dh besa dh bli n pkai bju jenama tueee...... :)

die...kal0 dh blikn bju...xsah laa kal0 bju tue x bsaq...msa p bli bju rya ngan dia....x psal2 ambek bju bsaq...dia yg plih gak...tp byaq...gna duet sndri...hehehe...pa takny...bajet bju dia saja...dh 200 lebih....bru bju...bl0m ms0k ksut raya dia g...huhhhh....lelaki...kal0 blanja...smua bajet besar.....ermmmm......

neyhh laa bju dia bg....warna c0klat... :) pilihan dia kali neyhh...x laa bsaq...muat2 kt bdan...x ketat...x l0nggar cm sbl0m neyhh....bez pkai bju neyhh...slesa... :) :) thanxx my dear....tp msa neyhh...dia nk anta blik kl dh...anta kt stesen bas changlun....cdeyhh sgt....msa nek bas...tba2 air mata mngalir...npe ntah....rsa sayu jewww....rsa cm xkn jmpa g...hurmmmmm.... :( :(

k laaa...smpai cneyhh ja k0wt....t plak st0ry....hurmmm....tata...salam....

03/03/12

bismillahirahmanirahim.....
huhuhu....assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuhhh...hehehehehehehe......

rinie 1st day p register uitm..hurmmm....UiTM SHAH ALAM....hurmmmm...n0t bad...tp sy lbih ska kt p0li....ermmmm...xtaw npe...ermmm...xpe laaa...biar laa tuee...hehehe...smnggu lpas..dpt taw ms0k uitm..mmg gud news...pastuee...tuka jd nytemare...ahahaha...pa takny...tensi0n...dh laa x dpt k0lej kediaman...kna cri umah sewa plak...ermmm...penat 0k..stress...b0leh jd gla dlm sminggu..smpai rsa xmaw ms0k p dftar jaaa....hehehe....tp everything g0es well...dftar jeww....tr0s dpt kad matrik...n kad tuee sgt laa x cntik...buruk...cntik g kad matrik p0li...hurmmmm...

hurmmmmm..ari isnin dh mula kelas...n kta0rg lgsg xda briefing papa...smua kna pndai2 sndri...ssah jg kn nk ms0k u neyhh....smua nk kna wat sndri..dlu msa kt p0li..smua kna guide kal0 nk wat papa..tp dlu sp0il sbb ada 0rentasi yg meletihkan...hehehehe...kali neyhh...ms0k uitm..lgsg xda...s0...smua kna independent... :(

gud news masa dftar rinie...dpt ms0k k0lej...s0..xyah dh nk pk2 cmna nk cri transp0rt nk g k0lej..jln kaki jeww..fakulti p0n dkat ngan k0lej..hehehe..jln nk g fakulti..mengingatkn jln nk g klas kt p0li...kna harung tangga batu caves...tp kali neyhh lg byak...huhuhu...t kal0 ada msa..kte tg0k cmne tgga tue k... :) ermmm...k0lej kediaman..x best...sbb almari kecik...dlu kt p0li...almari besar...siap lh td0 lm almari g..hurmmm..yg neyhh xlh...kecik...nseb baek brg x byak...tp x best gak...xlh gantung bju...dh laa smua bju dh ir0n siap2..hurmmmm...yg pasti...x best..0k..???

mlm neyhh xtd0 kt k0lej g...td0 kt umah...hehe..s0k mst h0mesick...ahahahahaha...xpa3..smua tue lh setel... :) t kt sna...lh jmpa membe lama...dr plkn...pastue...seni0r masa kt sk0la p0n rmai kt sna... :) best3...nseb baek da membe plkn tuee...t dia lh guide...sbb dia dh lma d0k kt ctue.... :) hehehe...tp kta0rg x sma fakulti...juz satu k0lej...kwn yg satu fakulti p0n x nmpak lg...yg satu k0s...apa lg...lgsg xda byang...tp masa isi b0rg k0lej...rmai gak yg dpt satu k0s..cma xda rezki nk satu blik...huhuhu...haaaa...kt k0lej...dpt satu rumate ngan bdak klantan...tp dia tua sket laa...hehehe...uuntung kn bdak p0li dsk..smbg blaja awal..lh b'lgak muda...pastu msa wat praktikal kt p0li..p0n dlm usia yg muda...hehehe....

ermmmm...k laaaa...dh xtaw dh nk mngar0t apa...t laa plak...tggu ari isnin neyhhh...hehehehe....tata....

assalamualaikum.....

macam2 st0ry.. :)

hehehehehe.....jom imbas blik pa yg berlaku dr blan mei 2011 smpai blan feb 2012 .... :)

ehhh3....assalamualaikum wbt...n bismillahirahmanirahim......

ermmmmm....nk start bulan bpa ekk....??blan 5...ada kaa jmpa dia...ermmmm....nk kna cek kalender sat....hehehehe.....yg best nyaaa....kalender sy...siap ada gmbaq...ada gmbaq...ada sy jmpe die...hehehehe....0k3....bln 5 x jmpe....bln 6 p0n x jmpe...hehehe.....lme2 x lme....dua bln gak x jmpe...huhuhu....last jmpe....29 april 2011... :) n then....jmpe blik 24 julai 2011..... :) kali neyhh blik d0k sbulan kt kg....s0....jmpa p0n kerap laaa...ahahaha...(GALAK)...hehehehe...xpa....galak dpan t0k...blakang x wat....hehehehe...tmbah2 bulan p0sa....smua kna kawai....xlh galak2...

byak m0ment sweet dlm sbulan lebih d0k kt sna.....p cri brg dpur....(trasa cm dh kawen...hehehehe) bli bwang laa...sayur laaa....buah laaa....pekakas dpur laaa...penyapu laa...ahahaha....tp bkn utk kta0rg...utk t0k caye...hehe...slama d0k kt sna...ada jga laa dua mggu skali kuaq....2p0n kuaq sbb p bli brg dpuq....huhuhuhu...slalu d0k kuaq pkui 1...blik pkui 5..hehehehe....

ermmmm...xtaw laaa nk cta cmna....tp spnjg blik tuee....dia bg mr. teddy....buat teman masa td0q....ermmmm....nseb baek dia blik yg lmbut....best pl0k....laa neyhh...slalu td0q ngan mr.teddy....tp kal0 marah kt dia...mr.teddy jg laa yg jd mngsa keadaan....kna lempaq p bawah katil..kna b0h lm k0tak dia....kna pr0gh0sok ms0k lm almari....hehehe...cian.....

hehehehehe....neyhh laaa mr.teddy...n k0tak dia skali....dlu dia chubby...tp skrg dh krus...cm tuan baru dia...sbb x ck0p mkn hehehe....tp msa dpt mr.teddy...xda knangan best...msa tuee...dia bg sakit ati...smpai x ckp lgsg ngan dia n smpai sakit smpai dmam...tr0k x tr0k...spa suh wat salah...sapa suh pndai jnji...tp x tnaikn...ermmmm.....nseb baek dia pndai pjuk....ahahaha...dh laaa bkn bg by hand...ada kaa suh ambek sndri mr.teddy kt tmpat dduk blakang keta....x pt0t sgguh...x r0mantik....hurmmmm...tp msa neyhh jga laa yg mnja lebih ngan dia...disbbkn demam...n mj0k xmaw mam ubat....kna suap mam ubt...n kna bg mam pa yg nk mam...hehehe....smua dia 0ffer...kfc,mcd,pizza....ahahaha....tp smua kna reject...maj0k pnya pasai....huhu..last2..mam burger tpi jlan jaaa.... :)

byak m0ment best spnjg blik d0k sbulan lebih kt sna....p bli bju raya sma2....bli mam buka p0sa sama2...tp x smpat buka sma2...hehehe...laen kali k,,,tggu jd bini...t kta buka sama2...hehehe....pastuee beraya ngan dia....raya ketiga...dia jmpa smua fmly..tggai aq ja x jmpa fmly dia....huhuhu...tp xpa...bl0m msa dia g... hehehehe...ermmmm....pling x best....dia kna antaq aq blik s.p...sbb aq nk kna blik kl...cdeyhh sgt....dh laa jauh...pastue blik dia kna drive s0wg2...isau sgt2 k0wt jd papa kt dia... :( time tuee laa last kmi jmpa sbl0m kmi jmpa blik bbrapa bln kemudian...hehehehehe...

xpa laaaa.....dh x larat nk taip dh.....byak g cta nk bgtaw....tp xtaw nk bgtaw cmna....huhuhu....t kta smbg blik nahhhhh.....bubye...assalamualaikum.... :)

penemuan bl0g lama...hekhehek...

bismillahirahmanirahim........

lme kn dh x bka bl0g neyhh....smpai passw0rd p0n dh lupe...hehehehe...mmg dasar bkn penulis diary...hehehehe....dh dkat staun pa x bka...nk kata bz...dak p0n...mybe bkn mnat k0t nk tulis2 diary neyhh...al maklum laaa...x ska tulis kenangan...suka smpan lam 0tak jaaa...hehehehe....

mcm2 st0ry nk cte...tp byak ke arah my bf k0wt...sbb.....dh hbes pngajian kat p0li...masa bersama rkan2 p0n dh krg....ape tak nyerrr....asal blik perlis nk g cek gg...d0k jmpa dia...d0k p dating ngan dia...hehehehe...nk jmpa kwan2..smua bz...hurmmm.....xpa2...kta buka cta pelan2...byak nk kna ngat neyhh...huhuhuhu...maw dkat staun pa nk karang smua neyhh....hehehe

xpe laaaa....pape p0n....nnt2 jeww laaa kte update k....i p0n dh ngant0k...gudnyte dear....sayang semua...mmuahhhhhhh......